Sista sLedge.r

So I’m sure everyone by now knows that there was some major tension between myself and Baloo. Well this is what happened.

Baloo came home on Sunday. I made sure not to be anywhere around when he arrived home. So, I went to the office for a bit to get some work done. When I came home, I summonsed him over and we had a talk. Baloo was pretty upset. There were tears on his part. I told him that he was selfish for not inviting me and selfish for thinking I would drive all the way to Chicago. I told him that he’s been selfish in the past and I was basically considering whether or not I was gaining any benefits from being in the relationship. He said that I’m the best thing that ever happened to him and he wants to do right by me. We talked for a long while before I told him to leave. I don’t know what I was thinking, but I gave him all his stuff that he had at my house (which is really just some DVDs) and I told him that I would call him when I wanted to see him again. I was pretty livid. So that was that.

About 2 hours later I finally broke down. I previously didn’t cry about any of this. The anger had just taken over. I called Daddy Kiki and told him what happened. DK said that I had to forgive Baloo because it was the Christian thing to do. So I called Baloo over and we talked and cried and made up. Baloo said that he would finish out this semester and find a full time job in his field. I think he’s seriously thinking about us being together for an extended amount of time and looking towards the future. I couldn’t be happier!

So, in conclusion, Baloo and I were kinda broken up for about 2 hours. We’re back together and I can see a change in him. I’m so glad that he’s looking towards getting a job in his field so we can start saving money and planning things.

I guess that’s all I really have to tell you about that. I’m just glad that we’re back. I missed him and he’s learned to think more of others. So, all is good!

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