Addendum
I feel as if I need to post an addendum to my last entry. I kinda felt like a huge bitch. I think the problem is I'm really scared our relationship will change with Baloo leaving. He says that he has no intention to start dating anyone else, but something just feels weird. I'm really excited for his new opportunity. He's figured that he'll probably be leaving in about three weeks. So I have three weeks of next door neighbor booty calls. I'm trying to stay positive, but deep down I'm a selfish person and I keep thinking of how this will affect me. (Hey, at least I'm honest!) I've told him several times that I'm very proud of him. And I mean it. I'm just hoping that it doesn't mean that we'll end up broken up or something. Plus, I'm all hormonal right now so that's not helping anything at all.
Baloo also mentioned that he's thinking of subletting or taking out a short term lease initially just in case he decides that he wants to go back to school. I guess that's smart. And it makes me think that he's open to different things. I've already told him that I plan to go overseas after I get my degree and that he's always welcome to join me. We'll see where this goes.
There. I don't feel like quite the bitch anymore.
Baloo also mentioned that he's thinking of subletting or taking out a short term lease initially just in case he decides that he wants to go back to school. I guess that's smart. And it makes me think that he's open to different things. I've already told him that I plan to go overseas after I get my degree and that he's always welcome to join me. We'll see where this goes.
There. I don't feel like quite the bitch anymore.
Labels: baloo
Three weeks is just a little hurdle.
You kids will be fine, and if not, then there were bigger problems than the new job taking him away for a few weeks.
But I'm confident that things will be ok!
Hang tough Kiki, Who'd have known you would turn into such a softie?!?!
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Lizzle |
Tue Apr 01, 12:36:00 AM EDT