I Really Know I Shouldn't
So the flakey ND boy emailed me this morning. He let me know that he reserved a tee time at a local golf course for me. We’ll be meeting up on Saturday. He’s asked me to plan a day of Lansing sightseeing, golf, and then dinner. I read your comments and I know he’s a flake. And, I know I really shouldn’t be giving him the time of day…seeing that he has blown me off twice before. But do you ever get that lonely feeling? That feeling that you just want someone to pay attention to you, even if that person probably isn’t good for you? That’s one of the reasons I like long distance relationships. You don’t have to see the person everyday, just occasionally…on the weekends. Where all you do is stay in bed the whole time anyway.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m not looking for a relationship. I’m tired of relationships. I’m tired of wondering why he hasn’t called, wondering if he feels the way for me the way I feel about him. I’m tired of all that. I just want to know that there’s someone out there occasionally thinking about me. Not that I have to justify anything to you, dear readers, but that’s why I decided to say yes to a date with José. Because I feel if I play my cards right, I’ll be able to have someone to consistently think about me…and buy me things…and take me to dinner…and have sex on a regular basis.
That and the fact that football season is coming up. And since he lives in town, I’ll have a free place to stay during home games!
Don’t get me wrong. I’m not looking for a relationship. I’m tired of relationships. I’m tired of wondering why he hasn’t called, wondering if he feels the way for me the way I feel about him. I’m tired of all that. I just want to know that there’s someone out there occasionally thinking about me. Not that I have to justify anything to you, dear readers, but that’s why I decided to say yes to a date with José. Because I feel if I play my cards right, I’ll be able to have someone to consistently think about me…and buy me things…and take me to dinner…and have sex on a regular basis.
That and the fact that football season is coming up. And since he lives in town, I’ll have a free place to stay during home games!
I totally understand. I keep hanging out with older guy just because he pays attention to me. Hilarious. Have fun with Jose. Let us know how it goes.
Posted by
Jen |
Mon Jul 17, 09:33:00 PM EDT
you are so crafty! it IS all about the free place to stay on football weekends! what woudl life be if you couldn't mooch off your friends!
Posted by
Pocket Kip |
Tue Jul 18, 12:18:00 PM EDT
Jen - details will be forthcoming...I'm still not letting myself believe it'll happen in the first place.
PocketKip - of course I have to mooch. I'm too scared to ask to stay with Sissy, cause I know she'd say NO! And really, I don't blame her. I wouldn't want to house a person like me anyway!
Posted by
Kiki |
Tue Jul 18, 12:53:00 PM EDT
Awww, have a good time. That's all that matters. When you get back, tell us all about it!
Posted by
Summer |
Wed Jul 19, 03:45:00 AM EDT